The Sun and The Rainbow

A Dream-Vision on 14 June, 1956

A LETTER TO THE MOTHER

After the Distribution at the Playground, instead of going into your room you are sitting in a broad gold chair with red plush, which is like a throne. Nobody is there except Amiyo standing near you. There is no electric light. The effect in the atmosphere is as of very faint moonlight. Your dress is also gold and red, both in a different shade from that of the chair, a lighter shade.

I come towards you, hesitatingly, uncertainly, I am wondering what you are doing. You call me. When 1 go close, you pull me to yourself. I kneel at your side. As I can't understand what you want to do, I look at you. You catch me by the shoulders and pull me so that my head is in your lap. The feeling is as if I were pulled inside you. You ask me; "Don't you want it? You have asked for it so many times!" Then I say: "Mother, are you really going to give it to me?" You laugh and reply: "Certainly." Then you separate me from my body and say: "Now you will never feel separate from me."

SEHRA

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