Passing Moments


PASSING MOMENTS

Passing Moments


Once I went to the garden

And found that there were no flowers;

I looked into my watch

But from it had vanished all the hours.

From sky to deeper sky

In search of a home the birds flew;

Although twinkling in night

Depth of the night the stars never knew.

I read many a book

Yet of meaning the words were devoid;

I saw in the nothing

Only strange reasons of nothing employed.

But then I seized the arrow

Whizzing through the vacuous air;

And made it a rushing flame

Who could life's swiftnesses bear.

With a master-key in hand,

Oh to be active eternity!
I walk from peak to unseen peak

And claim that many-hued fire for me.

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Silent Prayer


I wait upon thy will in my soul

Be it mystical night or the day,
Assured in quiet adoration

Along the quiet unerroneous way.

My heart is full of peace

With nothing, nothing to speak,
There is the light that grows

A greater light to seek.

The day broadens and turns

Into thorough gold of the noon,
And the night deepens in hush

To be one with the silver moon.

Even my body falls mute

And just sends its silent word, —
As if to reach a new richness

Nothing be said, nothing stirred.

The way is not long, nor weary,

When in thee I put all my trust,
I have one will and one, —

Indeed what thou wiliest, I must.

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I Was Asleep


I was asleep in a strange new dream

When the dream broke out like an ocean
Flowing into a ceaseless sparkling stream

From eve to morn in a quiet complaintless motion.

Peace became dense and serene

And the night-watchers one by one went away
To a world of calm, — which would mean

Call of tranquil air would soon herald the day.

Suddenly along the far horizon-line

Ran dewy orange as though it was sure to bring
Yester-gold of silence and it combine

With new songs the birds are about to sing.

Since then nothing seems worthless,

Paltry, inconsiderable, and nothing limits sets:

Sky after sky opens to a truer wideness

And I see the speck of dust too as the Infinite's.

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The Luminous Spell


I saw a strange new aura around your head
That seemed something new to tell,

That the magic of the sky that holds the stars
Is coming here soon for ever to dwell.

It will make the streams flow upward,
Tend in our hearts fruit-bearing trees;

From the crimson seeds shall spring up again
Diamond-loaded branches of ecstasies.

There will be sweet and enchanting voices
Not climbing up from the floor of the valley,

But leaning down from the luminous hush
Great rhythms ,of truth shaping truth daily.

This is not the charmed Lake of the Forest
And no Lady owns the emerald-studded sword,

Yet purity is the one price that must be paid, -
Price that comes in purity of the absolute Word.

I have seen in your face's timeless beauty
Not only the phases of the growing spirit,

But hauntingly the wonder that wants to be
Deathless in the spirit of life that is fire-lit.

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God of Time


I went to the edge of timelessness
To meet the God of Time;

But he was busy making the rounds
In seasons of the far-off clime.

But I was keen to meet him some day
And waited all the way through

And, perforce as I had to wait, started
Thinking of the timeless true.

Someone had told me long back he was
Just very indifferent and dull,

That he watched the sun and snow and rain
Into sleep himself to lull.

He breathed the least even when awake,
And sorrow and sacrifice

Never knew, nor knowledge nor ignorance,
That death is love's price.

Even when he was put on the cross of pain
Beyond suffering he seemed,

Never was a division mid time and timelessness
That it be redeemed.

O the speaking hush, 0 the silent word
The moulder and the moulded!

Could ever there be one or two or many,
Folded or otherwise unfolded?

But then the God of Time had to arrive
Forgetting the bride and the groom

And, before the bell rang at seven forty-five,
Rush to the Dining Room.

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I Commit no Trespasses

I must get out of this dreamless sleep

And even in stretches of sand see
Bounteous life, I must bring to its need

Gold of joy, bright, painless, free.

I commit hence no trespasses

When I look at the wide blue sky,
For disdain to this doleful earth,

To songlessness does it least imply.

O give me the song of Fire

Orange and red in its hue, —
For the primal bliss to breathe

As it ought, which is past due.

Out of innocence I must grow, —

But already I am a new-born child
And hear echoes of the otherwhere

In my heart that no more is wild.

There come to me from the Far of Song

Swift and rich strains of experience,
That more and more I gather them

Calm I stay in their confidence.

O the purity in this birth!

But then I must move yet farther on, —
Not only in the star and the glow-worm,

It must be so even in the greyest stone.

This daily death one day must die,

This peculiar and useful violence too,
And the singing God of Earth must sing

The song of the hushful and the true.

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Heard- Unheard


I have heard many songs in the course of time

But many more songs have remained unheard;

But then there is no end to the course of time

And there are yet wide silent spaces to be stirred.

All these hours must pass like fading dreams

And all the notions of life and its mystery
Deepen into sleep that is God's one great gift

Holding in its joy revelation's strange memory.

I am not worried that there were wasted hours

Or that I spoke at times the vernacular of despair,
For the unknown, the unseen, is a wondrous hope

And it carries the quiet flame up on the flaming stair.

But the sky there is not a misty or tenuous blue

Nor is my unsung song made of uncertain stuff,
Now that the morn of morns, and the day of days,

Has come I tell you the unheard is not the far-off.

I might have lived unlived love for too long,

Cherished feelings that sharpen the points of pain;

But 'tis pain that pushes unhappy things behind, —

To such an extent that love it shall forever gain.

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The Waves of Eternity

The waves of eternity,

Where do they go, where recede?
Do they ride the shoreless sea

Somewhere else to get freed?

Is there a somewhere else for them

To disappear like songs into hush,
A poem into which to melt

When the words rush and rush?

I thought the birds would soar

And vanish into upper sky,
Pilgrims climb the temple steps

To merge into the greatest I.

But it seems that even in God

There are uncounted manynesses,
As though from a splendid blank

Flamed out a myriad presences.

Wave after wave must roll on

Embracing eternity's days,
Like birds in their wing-beat

A sky beyond sky yet to raise.

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The Great Art


"Make life a piece of art, picture, song,

A life of love to be ever true and free," —
Said the poet who broke all the laws.

"Even though love be greater than art," said he.

O the famed song that knows no bondage,

A traveller whose footsteps echo everywhere,
Echoes of love, of colours of the eve, of thought

That roam and roam with the roaming air!

But is this the end of what he does, the goal

Of his inconstant moods, and of his passions,
Dim end of metaphors that carry deep burden

Of hopes and of a thousand frustrations?

But is not love a precious sacrifice,

The bird giving himself utterly to his mate,
Even though on the tip of the arrow

Rides the piercing shadow of fate?

O the love of liberty to be an artist!

She is the one who believes in no reason,
Who takes wings, dares the unmindful flight

In a sky above mediocrity of the season.

But strange, she demands his surrender!

For only would then she gift her graces,
The grace of calm and the grace of song

That need bear no authorial traces.

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I have become one with the great art

And from regions of peace have come to me
Sculpted dreams and stars and auras

In songful wonders to breathe flamingly.

"Make life a piece of art," said the artist.

"But around it put golden liberty's frame;

For, surely, you know how to sing and dance

In splendid freedom of the splendid game."

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Gifts of the Nights


Nights have come, the scented nights,

And the dreams grow larger than the sky;

They may even be like a universe

Whose vision is the vision of a seeing eye.

And see, what great experiences flourish!

The countless stars blossoming on a tree,
Waves surging from nowhere to allwhere,

Surging with the deep emerald of the sea.

Strange it may seem but the birds sing

A quiet song that deepens yet the quiet;

A visible beauty walks in the garden

And a singing mood waits upon the poet.

In such moments all is sweet, fragrant, glad,

In gladness that comes from the wondrous;

Intimate words are prescient and ever true

Telling the pain of death is no more for us.

Such were the nights long ago designed,

Dreaming fondnesses of bright heaven to admit;

For gifts of the nights are the rarest gifts

Of a bright-flaming dream that carries love in it.

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Purple-Tinged


Purple-tinged are now the clouds

And purple dreams drift in the night;

They have become songs in the sleep

Singing of purple of the day-bright.

And O why do you say, though true,

That purple life fades away, is brief?
Because you see inspiriting purple

Just turn into unpurpled disbelief?

There is no doubt purple blooms

Rarely these days, once in a while,
And rarer are the souls who love

The purple, love it with a smile.

Very often the gods snatch it away,

Snatch it for delight of their spouses,
Pink-purple bosomed ones to dream

A dream that godly passion arouses.

Give not to it O the charmed purple

But awake it to the trueness of sleep,
For the evanescent night has faded

In Purple that has come from Blue Deep.

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Works of Time


What was the last word you spoke,

The word that began in the summer
But had to run through the whole cycle

To meet its quiet confident drummer?

Surely he had to make things beat

First by bringing to the routine death,
And surprise our world with his life,

A life that breathes integral Breath.

But indeed absolute is the love

That lives only in such self-giving;

The first word then is also the last,

Of the sacrifice that is true living.

You will then see the wind is lonely

In a deep hush of the woodland,
And the cloud in the sky is calm

Its loaded meaning to understand.

It will tell you of the works of time

Done in the dull clime or else abroad
To beget a small flower, to get a song,

And turn them all into works of God.

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The Temple Bell


Every day comes with a new dawn,
Dawn of the gorgeous east;

Her beauty can never be gathered
In words, in thought the least.

But then it seems the lone aged priest
Ringing the temple bell

In green and silent depth of the forest
Knows her nature well —

Hears a voice rising from the midnight:

"Comes the queen of the day,

Open wide your spaces for her tread,
For her to walk in her way.

"Let your simple heart will in her will,
Adoration be the only speech."

Early hues have set him on the move
In time the temple to reach.

Now do the birds get up betimely
And fill the air with her praises,

And in their tranquil songs recite
Glories that are this goddess's.

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My Search


I looked at the star
For the flame that shall ever burn in the heart;

I went to the sea
If emerald of its peace to me it would impart.

I turned world-ward
But it was pretty busy with the daily no things;

Then a bird disclosed
Wherefrom had come its such colourful wings.

A child walked up to me
And said in the garden were waiting seven gods;

But the backyard shouted:

"Believe him not, all they are just great frauds."

I glimpsed in the night
A swan white and purple richly growing gold;

It looked as though
Some trepidant soul suddenly became bold.

In my lifeful trance
I saw a radiant woman long ago named Savitri;

The sky became a sun,
The sun set afire by love who indeed is but she.

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Each Bird a Joy


The flock of parrots went northward

To the fields north of imagination;

A coel sang early at morn in the east

From the mango tree east of creation.

The white crane looked at the south,

Of wisdom where lives the ever-wise;

Hornbill preferred to go to the west,

The west of the worldly enterprise.

Then came the sudden kingfisher,

Sudden in the revelation's speed;

The eagle rose to the dauntless sky

Where none can its winging exceed.

The blue-bird nestled in the heart

Deep in the heart of a bright flame;

But deeper yet inside is another,

As if a secret name within a name.

The swan of wide spaceless ether

Flew over the worlds across death;

The orange-breasted bird swept down,

Into birth carrying immortal breath.

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A Naive Story


O the world of life,

O the world that shouldn't be;

Dull drama of the day

Long night's melancholy.

Maybe dream will awake

And joy ripen into fruit;

But wishes here ride horses

Only themselves to loot.

Lonesome beggars

Roam in small clumsy streets;

Lonesome brown-nosers

Whom every pretender greets.

And Lear in prison,

And someone speaking wise;

But the voice of silence

Silenced by loud shrill cries.

O the time's timeless fool,

Playwright of the mad play;

Grey sketches of life drawn

On the unbaked pots of clay.

Hear the lizard's screech,

Look through the rabbit's eye;

Vengeance's the best, —

For love here nothing can buy.

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Burn the house, the town,

And hated be the raging fire;

But do it all very nobly,

Indeed on a high noble pyre.

Alas, alas, the great liar!

And so they call him God;

But then take the old broom

And with it make him nod.

This is the naive story

Which has no middle, —
Between star and quark

Man's quite the riddle.

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What's Happening?


A huge glass is placed in the sky
And its name is Hubble;

It sees a world born and vanish
Just as does a soap bubble.

The dust gathers around nothing
To form a cloud, a black hole;

Distances condense into a point
And pole joins anti-pole.

Suddenly a star explodes at the edge
And rises uncurling smoke;

Yes, there was a fire burning long ago
Before time from space broke.

Now great masses are drifting,
Drifting no one knows where;

But a red light is sent as a signal
To tell what's happening there.

Everything is happening in the Void
To create a universe;

Out of strange fluctuations it came
To avoid the Void's curse.

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A Faery Landscape


Once my expectant soul moved

Through a quiet faery landscape;

Peacocks gave it gorgeous moods,

Enchanted songs a songly shape.

Fragrant arbours there climbed

To yet another sky of blueness;

Sweet were reveries and words

So very true in their trueness.

No fate weighed upon the heart

And clouds drifted in happy rain;

No lash of lightning crackled

And absent was death's pain.

My thoughts were at rest, my trees,

Blossoms, rhymes, full of peace;

In the green and glad aery world

Glad streams flowed to glad seas.

Wondrous though the land of joy

Yet treasured a longing my soul, —
Puzzled it saw the veiled face of truth

And asked, "Is there for me a goal?"

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A Mystic in the Making

How does it matter if I know not the road

And uncertain seem the future, hidden from me?
But the road will turn into a journeying faith

And lead me on, step by step, degree by degree.

I had picked up for my long arduous quest

Half-words and half-colours, half-images,
Idioms that would tell more than what they are

And reveal meanings through pages and pages.

That wondrous moment had come in half-sleep,

The moment for us in life to inseparably meet;

I had crossed the wearying distances of sight,

At the end of sight a strange half-sight to greet.

Brooding mountains rise above calm summits

As though a sudden sky became a massive blue, —
As though fadeless tireless winging of the birds

Itself into the winging of a flame turned anew.

Now I live alone, remembering you in trance,

And in it a mystic monologue constantly I hear;

I know in it I shall meet you again, and again:

A half-seer surely shall see the sun-seeing seer.

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Tragedy at the Moon-Gate

I had given you a promise

To meet you at the moon-gate;

Faithfully I kept the word

Till it became pretty late.

Even the slow-drifting dream

Unwaitingly took its leave;

That you wouldn't be there

Least did the moon believe.

You had told me earlier

You would wait and take me
To the garden by the stream

In love yours to make me.

But then in the meanwhile

Perhaps something happened;

Only a pale phantom I saw,

As if by fear dampened.

A scarlet shadow floated

On a scarlet stream of time,
One of the horrid past

Had committed the crime.

In guise of love he came

As if to kiss your feet;

But in your helpless cry

Admitted self-defeat.

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An ashen spirit laughed

Where I was to wait;

But how can love be lost,

It asked, at the moon-gate?

Rejoice in a garden where

You see no defeated things;

Yet a round moon is there,

There another gate swings.

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Please Answer It


What can the poor ball do? —

It's an old man's kick.
What can the old man do? —

In his hand an old stick.

With the old stick he walks

To meet the God of Death;

Will the kind God in return

Give him faultless breath?

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On the Path


Freedom is wide as a sky,

True as the pilgrim-heart;

In it is born the high will,

In it the glad life's art.

And if one is on the path

To God, to great Reality,
Left is no more a choice, —

From desire one is free.

For all are one substance,

Call it pebble, rock, star;

Sight too then vanishes,

And so do the near and far.

Rains-rainbows have gone,

And there no bell rings;

Nor are there seven tunes

Given to these seven things.

The inner spirit dwells

In loneliness of its peace;

Streams, waterfalls, the past

Seaward rush there to cease.

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This the Difference


This is the great difference

Between dream and dream,
Between the seeking word

And the song of the stream:

Dream growing in sleep,

Which is an ancient cry;

Dream that comes to sleep,

A sight to the seeing eye.

O to take birth again,

O to enflower life's spring!
Help hope to be happy,

The sky to wing and wing!

A dream full of peace,

A dream born of fresh dew:

It casts no chill shadow,

It takes hue on blazing hue.

One speaks of silence,

The other comes from it, —
Voice of a beating heart

Calm of a flaming spirit.

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A Chant of Sweetness


A breeze of happiness blows over my soul,

Orange-hued dew-wet from vineyards of peace,
It carries the music of its gold and green,

The songs of birds and the bright fruits of trees.

Streams flow in the honey of its sweetness,

A vibrant light courses through cell and cell;

My whole being is jubilant, as if a prayer

To the infinite was set ablaze in it to dwell.

What can I say of the intimate touch of this air,

Exuberance that makes the heart leap to the moon?
O the love that is the foundation of deathless life,

Spontaneous and true, and splendid like the noon!

There is the secret magic which has disclosed

The wonder that the whole creation is a Flame, —
A flame that grows in its own self to be flames,

Everywhere in the awareness a marvellous name.

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What Flame?


Who mothered your joy,

In what flame of birth?
Did it burn in the sky,

Or in the winter hearth?

Or was it a star

Who felt it all right
To step into birth

And win more light?

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Two Worships


"How do you worship god?"

Once I asked a rich man.
"A sovereign each day

That I bring in my big van."

I looked at a village boy,

And with a running nose;

But in his folded hands

He brought a big red rose.

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Law of Life


I may go daily to a temple

Or at eve meditate by a lake;

Yet in the bazaar of wants

Sorrowing purchases I make.

Life full of anguish and pain,

Life held by death, — but why?
And night after night the stars

Suffer darkly their fate in the sky?

O the same usual law of life

That only shuts god from man!
In buzz and hurry of the world

Happier things fall out of the plan.

I may think of love and song

And of the sleepless fire,
Or of the dream that awakes

To the breath of the higher.

But then wisdom matters little

And my gains last not a day;

So I must wait, or walk and walk

The dull and long cheerless way.

Kindle the flame in the heart,

A living gold, say the sages, —
A calm bright flame of longing

Ageless through all the ages.

What indeed is most needed

Is a response true and pure,
A blemishless sincerity

As the merit of life to endure.

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Johannes Hohlenberg's Painting

A splendid painting I saw long ago

And the soul in it seemed to say,
That the heavenly gleam in those eyes

Watches over us night and day.

A soft breeze carried its perfume

And calm the deep sense of its songs;

A memory awoke of the past,

And crumbled the embodied wrongs.

From it an authentic voice surged, —

Like a great wave on a shoreless sea;

A new world is born, it proclaimed,

A world of love which is death-free.

Through the ages someone toiled,

To claim the flames of the sky,
There was the God's sacrifice

Willing the Will of the High.

He lit an intense gold-bright fire

And offered all life to the spirit;

From across solar widenesses

Came a wideness earth to win in it.

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Of the Mortal Lot


A dewdrop sat on a leaf

Drinking orange of the morn;

And sang, "In the mortal world

Someone is wishing to be born."

In the evening a glow-worm

Quivered at the garden-gate;

She said, "Among mortal creatures

Dearest to me is my gleamless mate."

A lonely star burned in the sky

Undaunted by the enormous night;

And said, "Of the mortal lot

I take care with my deathless light."

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I am Trying to be...

I am trying to be like a lamp

That burns in a windless space,
Breathe a lonely joy of the sky

And my worldly griefs displace.

Therefore I stop casting shadows

And get ready to walk the way;

I hold in my heart, in its calm,

A tender flame, — with it to pray.

I may rise and fall, and know not

Where would the little barge drift,
But there is someone within me

Who tells how to receive the gift.

Flowers are perfumed, days bright,

And certainly weep I need no more;

Clouds come from the south-west

And on me the rains pour and pour.

O the marvel, a lamp made of clay

Singing to great love for its flame!
Will then not love come and stay

This worldly me for itself to claim?

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Love's Leap


Up to the mountain ridge

Once a one-eyed doe strayed;

But there was a lonely hut

Where a lonely hunter stayed.


She could not see the valley

That deepened on her right;

But then felt an arrow whiz, —

She knew her mate in fright.


Swifter than death's weapon

She leaped beyond the cloud:

In a sky where burn stars of love

Doe-eyed souls to her bowed.


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This Morning...


This morning in my tranquil vision I saw

A host of white peacocks dance in a forest;

The early rain glistened in the early light,

And forest trees and creepers were in it drest.


There was the happy peace, bright and true,

And true were the birds to their happy songs;

Colours of the sky spread everywhere

To gather which came happy angel throngs.


Sweetness was full and flowing like a river

Hasteningly ran for the calm sea in heaven;

From that cloister of peace, emerald holiness,

The Rishis who radiantly went up were seven.


Even as they reached that dazzling world

A golden-footed flame walked unto them;

Prized gifts of immortal things it gave, —

Undimming splendours of its realm.


But they wished one boon to be granted,

For the forest where the peacocks danced;

In that holy peace rose a sudden chant

Such indeed as again its holiness enhanced.


Athwart it speeded rapturous chariots,

Indra and Agni's, the Wind's, of the Sun-God;

And the wood buzzed in lucent peace,

And peace became their perfection's abode.


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What Path of Wisdom...?

A blind man sat there alone,
In the lengthening shadow of a temple wall;

People who came to pray
At the temple told me he was the wisest of all.

I went and humbly asked him,

"O sage, what path of wisdom did you follow

Blind since birth as you are?

Sitting here the way to God you seem to know."

"Blindness gave me this sight,"
He said, "showed me this path to see the song;

I see God 0 where you are,
Even as would a deaf hear the loud temple gong.''

And the deaf man told me,
"O hear what the moon says, the stars, the sun;

I can swear as they hurry
They raise a chant in praise of the silent One."

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God's Merit


I suffer no ache of nothingness,

And the sweet fragrance of flowers fills my air;

I have felt even in the tiniest bit

The same joy which of the mountains takes care.

A magic bird sits on a magic tree

And' a wandering cloud goes from sky to sky;

Palace halls dream in chandelier lights

And the dreaming huts do not dreamings belie.

O the world now that is not, will be!

But then I was having queer ideas about things;

The singer who lives within me

Is just mute, like music lacking the silver strings.

The waves are not hollow waves

And all these colours do not an illusion weave;

The boat that dances with the breeze

Is a floating house where beauty intends to live.

Nothing is strange, nothing untrue,

And everywhere present the same happy spirit;

Dissolve the self that is not self

And know the world's merit as God's own merit.

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The Wind Blew from the South

The wind blew from the South
And carried soft fragrance of a dream;

And my wise heart fell asleep
Forgetting pride, forgetting self-esteem.

Grapes hung from the vines
And a sweetness dripped in earth's mouth;

Love was the love of God
Who came out from a shrine in the South.

The trees grieved no more
And flowering songs the birds gave to earth;

And in the suddenness
Of love came my soul to the world of birth.

The suns that long waited
Rode the chariots drawn by white horses;

Through bodies of truth
Immortal breath of life's joy now courses.

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How Many?


"How many whelps you gave birth to?" —
To a lioness asked her forest friends.
"But a prince and with a princely mane,
In whose roar roar of the fire blends."

"How many colours make your bow?" —
Asked the white to the arc of the sky.
"The colour of joy is my favourite,
To see which you need a singular eye."

"How many shadows did you cast

When the pale moon drifted in the night?"

And the spirit replied to the boy,

"But then one yet stayed in the daylight."

"How many years from eternity

Did you take to fashion our time?"

"I forgot to count the hours," replied God;

"Lulled to sleep I was by your rhyme."

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New Birth


A new dawn came from a sky of peace

And the grasses stirred with the wind;

Mute Nature in it awoke and took a road

A song, a poem of happy tunes to find.

Sight became swift and astronomic,

And footfall of silence the ears heard;

Tranquil heart bore no anguish to beat

And needed was no thought, no word.

Faith grew pure and wide, spontaneous,

And knowledge poured from a high cloud;

Old death was no longer a prop for life,

Instead life only its perfect sense allowed.

Six times did the soundless bell ring

And six seasons speeded just in one hour;

Amber-hued was the breeze that came

Carrying the time-transcendent's power.

Spirit found a house to dwell in birth,

Not a gloomy rented place, lifeless room,
But a bright house for the stars to stay:

A flame was seeded in Matter's womb.

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Alert Seeress


Monday morning just at 4 o'clock
I heard a sudden sound,
As though some impatient spirits
Were moving around.

"Give us our share," was their shout
From across the street;

"Our viand and our wine in red pots,
Our choicest treat."

No oil-lamp burned in the temple,
None slept in the yard;

The trusted watchman had gone home,
Leaving God himself to guard.

Alarmed, the seeress from her face
Tore the night's veil;

Compassionate eyes poured peace
Happy dawn to hail.

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I Have Won...


I have won a deep silence

And in it I hear the sea's roar;

To me come dream-boats,

Dreams of the other shore.

A swift force of fire is set

Into motion and collapse
Crowded cities of the past,

Of sorrows too perhaps.

Whatever belonged to me

My habits, my feelings,
Songs, are now left behind,

All these quotidian dealings.

O the tongue of bright flame

For my fearless speech;

What a sacrifice is lit!

And it no death can reach.

Whatever my fondnesses,

Now the guests must exit;

Sacred emotions of love

To find in the loving spirit.

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To Buy Shadows


Once on a road to Athens

Two poets met at the noon hour;

One praised hexametric gods,

The other his house and bower.

Two frogs croaked in a pond,

And said, "Queer the village folk.
We can be in and out of life

If only we know how to croak."

"I know your appetite's small,"

Said the Priestess to Reason;

"But go and wed White Passion

In this jolly holiday season."

On their way to the Ganges

Two hurrying streams met by a shrine;

For his holy dip will its old god,

They asked, join the pilgrim-line?

Word and Sense went to market

To buy a kilo of sweet potatoes;

But finding prices a bit too high

Just bargained for their shadows.

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Heritage of Life


In search of a Red Rose I set out on a journey

And travelled along a stream, across hill and land;

I trod many seasons of grief and pain, of hunger,

And saw dreaming shadows walk hand in hand.

Maybe a few thousand years passed this way,

Of mythic wakefulness and of ancestral sleep;

And yet another thousand rose in a true answer

That in moods of silver-mauve I need not weep.

But all this must end like a comic, end forever, —

Wounds of heart, teardrops from foolish eyes;

The blackbird song, time-torture, must withdraw,

And make room for the Red Rose's enterprise.

The sages say the fields are rain-green, happy,

And the sky is blue and happy the gentle breeze;

Without danger you may soar like a little bird, —

Because the foundation of the world is in peace.

And the night is there for the stars to twinkle,

And the day for flaming hours to carry the gold;

True, quite true, there is death tied to the leg of life,

But the heritage of life is a joy unknown, untold.

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When the Gods Laughed

Bill Clinton went to China

Befriending her old jiang Zemin;

They talked of booming trade

But chose to avoid Tiananmen.

Atalji sent a letter around

And his Pokhran justified;

"O Brahmin, and for what?"

From heaven the gods cried.

True, Zidane was their hero,—

But Ronaldo's stomach-ache?
Champs Elysees in revelry

Making football victory a fake.

Hussain thought it artistic,

To put on thick canvas a nude;

"Forgive him, he knows not;

Purity is past Hussainhood."

As usual the village potter

Was at work shaping his pots;

In the school when God saw

Children he had afterthoughts.

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How Many Lives?


How many lives has death granted to me?

Nine lives, they say, a cat has — nine to die;

In the deeps of silence deeper than night

Nine dreams of loneliness nine times cry.

A sudden hue spreads goldening the morn,

And its joy weaves a white jasminean garland;

A sweet scented wind lifts up the early birds,

As if life has come a newness to understand.

Now from the alert edge of the sky arrives

Swift-footed destiny to prepare a bright day;

And all the sorrows that had Filled the past

Like mist just uncomplainingly fade away.

But then in gorgeousness of time to be born

The deepening depth of eternity awaits:

And so birth is escorted by death's shadow,

Death who has nine lives, to cross nine gates.

But death can cross the ninth gate only if

A sacrificial fire is kindled in the heart;

Then will the being be carried in a surge,

A great surge new divinity to body impart.

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Where to Burn?


"Where to burn? How to burn?"
Asked the tender flame.
"Like a lamp? Like a forest fire
Fiery rapture to claim?"

"Is the night deep? occult enough?"
Asked the little star.
"Fathomless like space, fervescent,
Where galaxies are?"

"Where do I awake? Where sleep?"
Asked the golden dream.
"I can hold you, I can carry you,"
Answered the gleam.

"Can the pond contain me, will it?"
Asked the red lotus.
"Yes; its wish is one with your wish,
One and joyous."

"Will the Garden of the Giant smile?"

Asked the butterflies.

"See, the spring-children are coming

With souls in their eyes."

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I Taste the Bliss


I taste the bliss of the sky,

I know the joy of the spring;

I have seen the orange peaks

Where the coloured birds sing.

Victories have come to me

As do leaves to the trees;

Thoughts of ants and stars

In my thoughts I seize.

A vastness grows in my heart •

And makes all emotions mine;

Whatever I will, whatever I do,

Time works out in that design.

I need not wrestle with shadows,

The meaning of death I grasp;

Subtle senses in me have awoken

The invisible presence to clasp.

From the calm fields of dream

Winds bring to me hopes of love;

And hopes are ardencies of faith

Born of soul in spirit to move.

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World of Poetry


Sprinkle the colours,

Scatter many notes;

Morn and eve in them

Happy my poem floats.

Here and there you want

A bit of thought;

There and here wish

For some human plot, —

Betrayal of love,

A measure of pain,
In the cattle show

Tinge of cattle-bane.

What sense the words

If they do not sob?
Robbers of life they

The joys of life rob.

Oh you mean a life

Raw, bare, as it is;

Lizard chasing a moth,

Youth locked in kiss.

These shadow figures

Cast on a shadow wall,
Are but shadow thoughts

Of the Master of all.

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Dying day, dying night,

And a child weeping,
In other darknesses

All the stars sleeping,

Pale fleeting hours,

Grim moments of death,
And birth large-eyed

In the lack of faith,

A prophet gazing

Into dimness of space,
Hyena and crocodile

Each in its own place, —

But dismiss this all

If you wish to see
What really they are,—

In the world of poetry.

Swiftness of flame,

Sharpness of hue,
A suggestive mood

Is truer than the true.

Catch the subtle sound,

Greenness in the green, —
For poem of seer bird

Is poem of the unseen.

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Behind the Eclipse


The moon arose in a scarlet-sky
And stood above the ancient ghoulish town;

The weaver was still at his loom
Weaving dreams which were dark-brown.

One went to the crowded bazaar

To buy a sword of sharp historic steel,

Trademark of murderous time

Who across ages held only sanguinary weal.

Between the warp and the woof
The second found for itself an inky place;

And then it made a gaudy cross
Which forebode for every dream disgrace.

Another chased a fleshy woman,
Her soul as if caught in a red cage of flesh;

And children she bore were shades
Of desire who yet these dreams immesh.

But rushed a swift dream-hound
And a full moon arose behind the eclipse;

Then came a white weaver-dream
With a dream in hand and a song on his lips.

That old weaver of yester-years,

Who had all life in tenuous dream of death

Threaded mysteries of hope,

Took it to weave in unphantomed breath.

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Apropos of a Poetry Journal

I turned the pages

Of an old old poetry journal;.
It was from a town

Celebrating the things vernal.

Rhymed were the verses

Written with the zeal of a sketch-pen;

But there were ardent songs

As at times are sung by lonely men.

And few were quite a surprise

Fashioned on a soundless route;

Their tunes carried emotions

To give speech even to the mute.

But in that small town

One day one witty poet sang,
With the tongue of a frog

And perfectly in frog-slang:

"But these worn-out words?

And for whom these old thoughts?
Drive them from your alleys,

All these old crumbling town-cots."

Now in these noisy lanes

Vendors sell their merchandise
To synthetic poets and frogs

As a neo-poetic enterprise.

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Six Brahmins


Six Brahmins once went to the Forest Dweller

And humbly prayed for knowledge of the Eternal,
What he eats, how lives in beast and man and tree,

Begetter of creatures, manywise, and paternal.

Freedom he gives and our fates too fashions,

We take his wings and his bright roses smell;

Gigantic mountains and swift streaming rivers

Rush or stand about his great moods to tell.

Six mighty breaths he breathes in life and death,

Of these first five in the body and last in the sky;

Six worlds he has set up in them to take food,

Cooked in sun and household fires that never die.

He has put sight in the eye, word on the tongue,

That he may look into Matter and speak of it;

He broods on the Syllable and does sixfold work,

By abiding in work to ever abide in the Spirit.

Verses make his path and take him to earth, —

O to conquer for him these six mortalities!
Out of the unmanifest he conies into birth

And kindles gold flames to flame rapidities.

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Time's Opuscule


Exists no move the house

That once held my pain and grief;

And I have left shadows behind,

Worldly joys that are brief.

Instead I hear deeper sounds

Coming from intimate solitude, —
Burdened with tranquil thoughts

Half-visible half-understood.

O the marvel! in my little garden

Gather flaming hues, grow flowers;

Their fragrance is gentle and true,

Smiles those of blossoming hours.

Inner infinities awake,

And one by one the radiant gods;

Arrival of the immortal birth

My heart applauds and applauds.

"What more be done, what more?"

Softly asks in its victory my soul;

To live a dream in embodied dream

Is wine-rapture of its dream-goal.

Maybe long ago I was surrounded

By animal wants and jealous men;

Unkindnesses had been my friends,

And ingratitude, and the other ten.

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Torture and sorrow, failure, defeat,

A ship tossed by the violent storm, —
That had been my fate all through,

That the opprobrium, the norm.

On thorny bushes of my days

Used to sit birds but without a song;

It was a helpless wistful sight,

Weary spectacle perhaps for too long.

A ghost would go from place to place

With coconut shells around its neck;

A string of horoscopes fashioned

Memories its dead self to bedeck.

I was alone, — in pain of sleep,

Hoodwinked by the dream-icons;

My thoughts bore black doubts,

My fondnesses a world of moans.

Hence my dauntless martyr spirit

Had cried: "For freedom I yearn,
Freedom from that deathful habit;

Yes! in me new fires must burn.

I cannot be fettered to passions,

Be bound to silly nothing's will,
My tale not an idiot tale of rounds,

Of a dull bullock tied to the mill.

I know why I have chosen to be

In the world though full of gloom;

The cave in which once I lived

Needn't remain an old cave of doom.

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Presently I set afloat at dusk

Clay-lamps on the stream of time;

And the currents carry them

To ocean-hush in hastening chime.

In my temple a thousand bells ring,

And a thousand eyes look at the One;

O the chants of many such worships,

All the rays turned towards the sun!

I see expectancy has to wake up

And surge like a flecked serpent, —
With a moon-jewel on its hood

That the appalling spell be spent.

Now my heart is a buoyant rush

To mystic seas which have no shore;

It deepens into its own emerald

As if its fervent depths to explore.

Its rapids are rapidities of fulgence,

And quietude welcome companion;

Charms of night, miracles of day

Through its many moods run and run.

Calm inner strength holds me up,

The way the gods the sky uphold;

Days have become my march,

Nights winsome, .faithful and bold.

I have kindled hopes everywhere

And each star is a fiery promise;

Wherever I look, whatever I touch

All indeed a largesse of wonder is.

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O the silent metaphor of life,

Glad traveller of eternity!
The sound of your feet echoes

Even before begins the journey.

Bring forth the soul of joy,

And bright flowers of the spring;

The wind will be soft and scented,

Sweet on trees the birds will sing.

The rivers will swell allwhere,

And happy flames to sky ascend;

Whatever ought to be true will be,

And the gods' long anguish end."

But there was a nobler martyrdom,

Luminous, godly, greater than mine;

It threw itself into a splendid fire

And blazed in that realness's sign.

It gathered its many riches,

Infinity piling gold upon infinity;

Held all that back from its sight

To discover some other divinity.

Out of its unknowable self

It made room for the vast night to be,
Lighted surprises of the stars

In creative dazzle of its ecstasy.

On a speedy stream it set

Amazement of a universe afloat;

Gladly in that silver rush

Sailed time's spirit,— like a little boat.

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Emerald-blue of the waters

Made furrows of red and gold;

Along its widening banks

Flourished a mystery that is sevenfold.

A godhead came upon earth

Keeping aside the glory of his past;

Left deathless life behind

His crimson seeds in death to cast.

Persuading his soul to woo

Forbidding horror of dubious fate,
Of falsehood in all things,

He crashed into the dim cheerless gate.

There is a wisdom pure and vast

Of yore in white blaze of the sun;

A world-heart beats in world-thrill

And in every heart is its love won.

In the silence of his spirit

A defeatless force is ever at work;

In the bright triumph of his joy

No evil can lie, no suffering lurk.

A might holding many mights,

And opulence of the triple name,
Chose to walk in human steps

For the Almighty hilltop-shrine to claim.

In magnificence of his intent

To build a house for the Unborn,
Of his self made a sacrifice which

Tall and tongueless flames adorn.

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Alone in wideness of God

He lived God's august work to do;

Immeasurable silence witnessed

In Matter's womb birth of the true.

Even his body's cells shone

As if countless suns were lit;

The Transcendent's power he housed

Where purple majesties sit.

To him thoughts came in serene

Intuitions from the original fount;

Calm words he spoke were words

That had strength death to surmount.

Truth's abidingness he firmed

In mortality's devious ways,—
Made his breast a diamond cup

To hold its bliss, its rain and rays.

Nightly aeons had elapsed

For the days of all-love to dawn;

Now in its great resplendence

The wonder of wonders moves on.

Mortal birth he lifted to the sun

And the Will of the High in it willed;

A presence leaned down and things

Promised long ago are fulfilled.

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