In the Battle

A poem by Sri Aurobindo


In the Battle

Often, in the slow ages' long retreat
     On Life's thin ridge through Time's enormous sea,
I have accepted death and borne defeat
     To gain some vantage by my fall for Thee.

For Thou hast given the Inconscient the dark right
     To oppose the shining passage of my soul
And levy at each step the tax of Night:
     Doom, her august accountant, keeps the roll.

All around me now the Titan forces press;
     This world is theirs, they hold its days in fee;
I am full of wounds and the fight merciless.
     Is it not yet Thy hour of victory?

Even as Thou wilt! What still to Fate Thou owest,
O Ancient of the worlds, Thou knowest, Thou knowest.

In the Battle

Often, in the slow ages' wide retreat
    On Life's long bridge through Time's enormous sea,
I have accepted death and borne defeat
    If by my fall some gain were clutched for Thee.

To this world's inconscient Power Thou hast given the right
    To oppose the shining passage of my soul:
She levies on each step the tax of Night.
    Doom, her unjust accountant, keeps the roll.

Around my way the Titan forces press;
    This earth is theirs, they hold the days in fee,
I am full of wounds and the fight merciless:
    Is it not yet Thy hour of victory?

Even as Thou wilt! What still to Fate Thou owest,
O Ancient of the worlds, Thou knowest, Thou knowest.



Part VII : Pondicherry (Circa 1927-1947) > Sonnets from Manuscripts (Circa 1934-1947)   




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  I have accepted death and borne defeat
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- To gain some vantage by my fall for Thee.
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- For Thou hast given the Inconscient the dark right
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- To oppose the shining passage of my soul
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- And levy at each step the tax of Night:
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- Doom, her august accountant, keeps the roll.
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- All around me now the Titan forces press;
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- This world is theirs, they hold its days in fee;
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- I am full of wounds and the fight merciless.
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+ If by my fall some gain were clutched for Thee.
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+ To this world's inconscient Power Thou hast given the right
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+ To oppose the shining passage of my soul:
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+ She levies on each step the tax of Night.
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+ Doom, her unjust accountant, keeps the roll.
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+ Around my way the Titan forces press;
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+ This earth is theirs, they hold the days in fee,
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+ I am full of wounds and the fight merciless:
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  Is it not yet Thy hour of victory?
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  Even as Thou wilt! What still to Fate Thou owest,
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  O Ancient of the worlds, Thou knowest, Thou knowest.

NOTES FROM EDITOR

25 September 1939. Two handwritten manuscripts.