A Seeker's Journal

Clemenceau,1914

Thursday, March 3, 2022

It is not enough to be heroes. We must be victors.

To win a battle, you must fight it.

It takes a different breed of men to fulfil human destiny. It takes stouter hearts to face the world without flinching.

Saturday, March 19, 2022

Inconscient is....fundamentally ....a lack of will.

Tuesday, May 3, 2022

“The human mental ‘consciousness’
has become a huge terrestrial bin.
We have not to convince a bin. We have to empty it.” - S.

Friday, June 3, 2022

Life finds its sense only in the fierce struggle to exceed it.

Time engulfs everything else- History spares only this urge. Under different names.

The method fails and is aptly put in the dustbin of History-

The experience- NEVER.

Sunday, June 5, 2022

There is a physical vibration.....a tangible way of being that is different when.....you do not live for yourself.
A surrender in FACT.

Thursday, June 9, 2022

One requires all the heroism of all the lifetimes to even begin to ABDICATE.
Perhaps this is what martyrdom at its highest means.

La France

Tuesday, August 2, 2022

I dream of another kind of Greatness from France….even in rags.
And it exists so vividly in my being that I am compelled to say it exists somewhere.

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France is a Goddess....who always achieves her destiny no matter what.

Thursday, August 4, 2022

Looking back- the true, eternal moments in History are only those where That recognises That.
Rest is only inconsequential chatter.

Eternal story of Revolutions

Monday, August 8, 2022

The more the old life aggressively resists, the more it becomes absolutely intolerable.
You reach a point where you would rather die than live under the tyranny of ignorance.

Sunday, August 14, 2022

There is a kind of childish STUPEFACTION that you experience when facing the horror of our own falsehood.
As if something is genuinely confused. It refuses to believe that this miserable state of ours could have been sanctioned from Above for us to endure.
No horror surpasses that of being in a state of inert, blind and aggressive REFUSAL to aspire. It is death in life. It is as painful as a flaming wound. It is unbearable.

Audacity

Sunday, August 14, 2022

The last century was a time of dying bravely.
Those heroic beings now no longer want to DEFY death, they want to DESTROY it.
Revolution gets increasingly audacious.

Saturday, August 20, 2022

The heart dares to believe that SOMETHING is actually done this time....that this ridiculous humanity is really a lingering shadow...and the promised New World is within grasp.

Monday, August 22, 2022

We fight only for You.
Only for the sake of Beauty we fight.
Only for love we fight.
Only for the Divine Future we fight.

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We understand the reality of the system only when we want to get out of it. This is a profound truth.
People do not understand anything about the "living" system, otherwise they would die from it!

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It is You who come to set us free and set the earth free.
There is no other practical reality.
Everything else is a Falsehood that must disappear - which is in the process of disappearing.

-S.

You too shall win…

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

One day, in a distant century, Russia will fulfil its Revolution in a way so Divine that it may not even recognise it. But something will remember the seed sowed by Lenin and all that is now vilified, obliterated, condemned- that goes by the name of communism- will find its glory in the Truth by which it was born, by which it survived, by which it died, by which it will be resurrected.
One day all dreams will come true.

Wednesday, August 24, 2022

This too can be conquered.
~Sri Aurobindo.

Thursday, August 25, 2022

Today is day of hardest efforts, because today all victories are possible.
Aujourd'hui est le jour des plus grands efforts, car aujourd'hui toutes les victoires sont possibles.

(Liberation of France, 1944.)

Friday, August 26, 2022

We have reached a point where just being a small little human being is a crime.
No other misdeed is required.

That is why the good old humanity is being crushed over.

Tuesday, August 30, 2022

We are born into slavery- raw, brutal.
And a part of us does not even care.

Friday, September 2, 2022

Even that faint glimmering hope- that we will one day wake out of this human nightmare- that it is difficult but possible- sets the being aflame to strive and conquer.

Sunday, September 4, 2022

All Revolutions begin with a stubborn NO of the Future against a stubborn NO of the past.
A refusal to remain against a refusal to change.
In denial is misery. In denial is salvation.

Friday, September 9, 2022

To be God's soldier is my dream.

That's my role and place in the scheme of things.

To be ready to face ANYTHING.

28th Sep- Meditation Hall- Ashram

Thursday, September 29, 2022

Kneeling before Her photo I invoked my galaxy of dead brothers around me and found myself uttering this cry within- "How much these men love You and what they can do for Your victory!"

Sunday, October 30, 2022

The wretchedness of the ordinary self absorbed human life is a horror in itself, requiring none other.

Wednesday, November 2, 2022

To fulfil one's mission on earth one has to know it.
And also know those that are not his.

Oath unspoken

Thursday, November 17, 2022

This life too has found its altar.
The cause to live and die for.

Impressions of 17th November Darshan

Friday, November 18, 2022

What a grand spectacle of defeat...
celebrated each year
which such pious solemnity
that is almost humorous.
The white clothes and the grave faces
The blinded eyes closed in prayer
The hollow pride of the vanquished
The farcical stride of deserters
Try to hide the shame and blame.
But the walls tell another tale.

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Never was darkness so impeccably white.
But never did it seem that it could be blown out as easily as a candle flame.
One TRUE breath and this human nightmare would dissolve.

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

I caught a glimpse of an ugly brown figure that distorts things in my mind....a twisting gesture...that dulls the brightest of thoughts.

Saturday, December 3, 2022

"However hard the fight, the only thing is to fight it out now and here to the end."
- Sri Aurobindo.

Monday, December 19, 2022

Give us the strength to bear our falsehood.