Others too had to understand Her secret - her own disciples, Nations. Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? '... The body knows that the work will go on and on and on...'
The last turning point of Mother's yoga, and she comes out of it with this cry: "I have walked a long, long time. There was nothing but a constant cry, as if everything were torn away from me. It was the whole problem of the world." And this Agenda is more and more strewn with heartrending little cries. It was not enough to have found the secret for herself, the others too had to understand, her own disciples, Nations locked in their egoistic power: "They have no faith! 'She is old, she is old', an atmosphere of resistance to the change; 'it is impossible, impossible' from all sides.... Not a single minute should be wasted - I am in a hurry.... The reign of the Divine must, oh, must come!.... If the entire Russian block were to turn to the right side, that would be an enormous support! The victory is certain, but I don't know which path will be followed to reach it.... We must cling, cling so tightly to Truth.... They don't listen to me any more." She is 93, groping her way into the unknown: "I see more clearly with eyes closed than with eyes open, and it is a physical vision, purely physical, but a kind of physical that seems more complete. The consciousness of the cells is what has to change, all the rest will follow naturally! I have the feeling I am on my way to discovering the illusion that must be destroyed so that physical life may go on uninterrupted - death is the result of a distortion of consciousness." Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? "Only a violent death could halt the transformation; otherwise the body knows that the work will go on and on and on...." And this cry again: "There will be a miracle! But what, I don't know."
(Mother gives Satprem a note she has just written.)
"When men become disgusted with the falsehood they live in, then the world will be ready for the reign of Truth."
(Then another note she had had read to K.K. Birla, one of India's foremost industrialists.)
"Truth is within men's reach, but they care nothing about Truth."
You have something to say?
What is happening right now?
(Mother sits with her eyes closed, tries several times to speak, then goes back within until the end)
You have nothing else to say?
How do you see that pact?1
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(Mother shakes her hands vigorously, then after a silence)
It's as if you asked me, "What will it take for humanity to become disgusted with its falsehood?"
It's terrible!
(long silence)
There is only ONE remedy—there is only ONE remedy—to rely only on the Divine Grace.
(Mother takes Satprem's hands)
The only remedy: to put oneself entirely in the hands of the Divine Grace.
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