Others too had to understand Her secret - her own disciples, Nations. Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? '... The body knows that the work will go on and on and on...'
The last turning point of Mother's yoga, and she comes out of it with this cry: "I have walked a long, long time. There was nothing but a constant cry, as if everything were torn away from me. It was the whole problem of the world." And this Agenda is more and more strewn with heartrending little cries. It was not enough to have found the secret for herself, the others too had to understand, her own disciples, Nations locked in their egoistic power: "They have no faith! 'She is old, she is old', an atmosphere of resistance to the change; 'it is impossible, impossible' from all sides.... Not a single minute should be wasted - I am in a hurry.... The reign of the Divine must, oh, must come!.... If the entire Russian block were to turn to the right side, that would be an enormous support! The victory is certain, but I don't know which path will be followed to reach it.... We must cling, cling so tightly to Truth.... They don't listen to me any more." She is 93, groping her way into the unknown: "I see more clearly with eyes closed than with eyes open, and it is a physical vision, purely physical, but a kind of physical that seems more complete. The consciousness of the cells is what has to change, all the rest will follow naturally! I have the feeling I am on my way to discovering the illusion that must be destroyed so that physical life may go on uninterrupted - death is the result of a distortion of consciousness." Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? "Only a violent death could halt the transformation; otherwise the body knows that the work will go on and on and on...." And this cry again: "There will be a miracle! But what, I don't know."
(Mother hands to Satprem a note that she sent to an Aurovillian)
"It is the old methods of yoga that demand silence and solitude. "The yoga of tomorrow is to find the Divine in work and in contact with the world."
"It is the old methods of yoga that demand silence and solitude.
"The yoga of tomorrow is to find the Divine in work and in contact with the world."
(Then a quotation from Sri Aurobindo that Mother wants to include in the next "Bulletin.")
"The power that works in this yoga is of a thorough-going character and tolerates in the end nothing great or small that is an obstacle to the Truth and its realisation." Sri Aurobindo Letters on Yoga, XXIII. 803
"The power that works in this yoga is of a thorough-going character and tolerates in the end nothing great or small that is an obstacle to the Truth and its realisation."
Sri Aurobindo Letters on Yoga, XXIII. 803
Tell me, the introduction to your book1 was supposed to be published in January.... But now January is almost over.
It was sent to France to the publisher of "Planète" [a magazine devoted to occultism and parapsychology]—I still don't know if they're going to take it, but it was sent to them.
In America it's doing VERY WELL. It's already been sent to many people. And so now you've got an enthusiastic reader, R.! She's absolutely fervent, she told me she's transformed. So she's going to work very vigorously over there in America.
N. on his side is pressing to have it translated into Spanish and Italian. Some people want to do it in Portuguese.
But when I saw the effect on R.... You know R. is a person who is not easily carried away—she was transformed, literally transformed, and she told me it was like the revelation of her life for
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her.... That was the chapter on the "New Consciousness."
I would like her to hear the end.... If you sit here (gesture to Mother's right), I think I can hear you.
As you like, Mother. I think there were six chapters left to read.
Yes, six. We had read the tenth.
Yes! What a memory you have!
(Smiling) That....
Your memory works when it wants to!
No, it depends on the place things occupy in the consciousness. It's a memory of consciousness, not a mechanical memory.
A lot of things have happened recently, haven't they?
Yes, a lot. A lot.
But above all I am expecting the book to have a tremendous impact in America, ESPECIALLY there.... I don't think I am wrong.
To tell you the truth, I wish this book could be translated into American English by an American.
Yes.
Because they really don't have the same language as the English.
British English is too polished, too neutral, it's not direct enough.
Perhaps you could see R. and ask her if she knows someone in America who could translate it.... It should be an Americanizing American, I mean someone full of conviction. There's S., who was here for a long time and went back to America.... She's really American; I don't know how literary she is, but she knows some people.
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I had thought of N.D.'s granddaughter, Debbie, I must say.
Oh!
That girl has something.
You mean the one who was here?
Yes. She came here. She's quite young.
Yes, quite young. It's very good. It's much better to have someone young, much better. Yes, that's excellent.
To translate into British English.... For me England is a country half-dead... but that doesn't matter, many countries speak English. But a special translation for America is a very good idea.
I haven't concerned myself with anything for a long time, but now I am all right.
You're all right?
Yes, I am all right.
Now we should get the book moving.
It is supposed to come out [in the Ashram] in French next month.
All the more reason we should work on it everywhere—everywhere.
There are the northern European countries.... We have someone from there who has just been called back to his post in Sweden or Norway.... He could do some work over there. He should be given the introduction and the book when it appears.
Yes, we should get it moving. I have the feeling this is the book that is going to electrify America. And when I saw the effect on R., I saw I wasn't wrong, because she represents the intellectual element of that country. She was so enthusiastic that if they are taken by it... it can create a tremendous movement over there.
I am counting on it.
(Then Satprem reads to Mother a letter from the friend in the Vatican.)
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"...When the Pope was traveling [in the Pacific], there were two assassination attempts on him—they didn't succeed. I consider the Pope as being especially protected by me, through me. Twice they tried to kill him, and twice they failed. "I don't know why they want to kill him.... If there is anyone who is understanding in this whole mess, it's he."
(silence)
Well, do you have the next chapter?
Yes, Mother. I've called it "The Sociology of the Superman." It's Auroville without naming it.
Ah!...
But a very ideal Auroville!
Yes! (Laughing) Far from what it is.
(Satprem reads a few pages of the chapter)
Oh, it's splendid, mon petit!
On the way to conquering the world....
You see, it really has come. I called and called and called, and it has come (gesture of descent). It has come. I am very happy.
It's splendid.... I personally have the feeling there is a close and invisible connection between America's aspiration, as it is now, and the book. I have the feeling that's where the center of transformation will be. The European countries are old.
Old, that's right.
They've lost the enthusiasm that makes you act without thinking about consequences. They're constantly weighing the consequences of everything they do. In America there's an aspiration. That's where the push will be, that's where (pointing to the manuscript)... the bomb must go off! (laughter)
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