Others too had to understand Her secret - her own disciples, Nations. Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? '... The body knows that the work will go on and on and on...'
The last turning point of Mother's yoga, and she comes out of it with this cry: "I have walked a long, long time. There was nothing but a constant cry, as if everything were torn away from me. It was the whole problem of the world." And this Agenda is more and more strewn with heartrending little cries. It was not enough to have found the secret for herself, the others too had to understand, her own disciples, Nations locked in their egoistic power: "They have no faith! 'She is old, she is old', an atmosphere of resistance to the change; 'it is impossible, impossible' from all sides.... Not a single minute should be wasted - I am in a hurry.... The reign of the Divine must, oh, must come!.... If the entire Russian block were to turn to the right side, that would be an enormous support! The victory is certain, but I don't know which path will be followed to reach it.... We must cling, cling so tightly to Truth.... They don't listen to me any more." She is 93, groping her way into the unknown: "I see more clearly with eyes closed than with eyes open, and it is a physical vision, purely physical, but a kind of physical that seems more complete. The consciousness of the cells is what has to change, all the rest will follow naturally! I have the feeling I am on my way to discovering the illusion that must be destroyed so that physical life may go on uninterrupted - death is the result of a distortion of consciousness." Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? "Only a violent death could halt the transformation; otherwise the body knows that the work will go on and on and on...." And this cry again: "There will be a miracle! But what, I don't know."
(Mother remains very interiorized. One has the impression of a total passivity within tremendous activity. It feels as if one were in an almost crushing bath of power.)
Here!
(Mother is holding a full newspaper page on her knees)
It's the introduction of your book... in America.
It's in "Ulster County" [the piece had been submitted without comment by American friends to the Ulster County Townsman, a weekly newspaper published in Woodstock, New York, and the paper had published it].
(Mother smiles and goes within)
Do you have anything?
When one looks at world events,1 and even at what is happening
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in people's individual consciousness, one more and more gets the impression that there is a radical change....
(Mother nods vigorously)
It's no longer the Falsehood attacking the Truth, the Truth is attacking the Falsehood.
(Mother nods yes, then goes within for a long time)
Isn't this the prelude to the reunification of India?
Yes.
(Mother goes back within)
At the last Darshan [in February] someone had a vision. It's G., I might add.
Oh!
While you were there, he saw your body as usual, but suddenly your arms were... tremendous, immense, stretched open like this, fantastic arms, and the people from the Ashram were here, below, very close, and behind, there were crowds and crowds and crowds... coming into those arms. As if, from far away, all of humanity were coming here, drawing near.
(Mother nods her head and goes within)
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