Others too had to understand Her secret - her own disciples, Nations. Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? '... The body knows that the work will go on and on and on...'
The last turning point of Mother's yoga, and she comes out of it with this cry: "I have walked a long, long time. There was nothing but a constant cry, as if everything were torn away from me. It was the whole problem of the world." And this Agenda is more and more strewn with heartrending little cries. It was not enough to have found the secret for herself, the others too had to understand, her own disciples, Nations locked in their egoistic power: "They have no faith! 'She is old, she is old', an atmosphere of resistance to the change; 'it is impossible, impossible' from all sides.... Not a single minute should be wasted - I am in a hurry.... The reign of the Divine must, oh, must come!.... If the entire Russian block were to turn to the right side, that would be an enormous support! The victory is certain, but I don't know which path will be followed to reach it.... We must cling, cling so tightly to Truth.... They don't listen to me any more." She is 93, groping her way into the unknown: "I see more clearly with eyes closed than with eyes open, and it is a physical vision, purely physical, but a kind of physical that seems more complete. The consciousness of the cells is what has to change, all the rest will follow naturally! I have the feeling I am on my way to discovering the illusion that must be destroyed so that physical life may go on uninterrupted - death is the result of a distortion of consciousness." Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? "Only a violent death could halt the transformation; otherwise the body knows that the work will go on and on and on...." And this cry again: "There will be a miracle! But what, I don't know."
How are you?
It's not easy!
What's the matter?
Well, EVERYTHING gives the impression of being like that. The feeling something is fiercely after the world, after people.
Yes.
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Something very fierce, which wants to destroy everything.
Everything seems topsy-turvy.
What has happened up there [in Delhi]? I have no idea.... Indira only said....
Here, I'll give you an example: yesterday, from a quite reliable source, I was told that every country—almost every foreign country—has recognized Bangladesh and only India has not (and another one I don't remember). Today I am told that Indira said that no country has granted recognition. Well.... So you see, the lying is official.
Yes, it's official. But did you see...? I've just now seen Indira's statement in the newspapers:
"The Prime Minister Mrs. Indira Gandhi today set to rest all speculations about an early recognition of Bangla Desh by indicating quite clearly that the government of India did not propose to do so in the near future." (The Hindu, May 8, 1971)
"The Prime Minister Mrs. Indira Gandhi today set to rest all speculations about an early recognition of Bangla Desh by indicating quite clearly that the government of India did not propose to do so in the near future."
(The Hindu, May 8, 1971)
Also I was told that Russia was the one opposed to recognition because she wanted to bring about a compromise with Pakistan. That's what I was told. But since everything is lies, one just doesn't know...
Yes. In any event, no country, not one has officially recognized Bangladesh—not a single one.
So what she said was true then!
Yes, and here [in "The Hindu"] they say:
"The Soviet Prime Minister, Mr. Kosygin, is reliably reported to have sent two letters to President Yahya Khan of Pakistan urging a negotiated settlement on East Bengal crisis, and to have asked Mrs. Indira Gandhi not to escalate the crisis so that the peaceful solution which both Russia and India want may be achieved." Page 123
"The Soviet Prime Minister, Mr. Kosygin, is reliably reported to have sent two letters to President Yahya Khan of Pakistan urging a negotiated settlement on East Bengal crisis, and to have asked Mrs. Indira Gandhi not to escalate the crisis so that the peaceful solution which both Russia and India want may be achieved."
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In other words, they're seeking a compromise, like the last time at Tashkent.
(Mother raises her arms)... Everything has to be started all over again.
Yes, everything has to be started all over.
(silence)
But is it true, there was a rumor going around the Ashram yesterday or the day before that you had sent a new message to Indira Gandhi saying that if she did not recognize Bangladesh, there was no point in her asking your advice....
No, I didn't send the message.
But it may be that.... If U.1 sees her (I didn't ask him not to say anything to her), it may be that he'll tell her.... I said it to U. just like that.
Oh, I see!
So he may have got it into his head to tell her, I don't know.
And I heard also that you said that if she didn't recognize Bangladesh, there would be even more serious consequences in the future.
Yes, I think so.
You think so, yes.
It becomes more difficult each time.
Each time they put the thing off.... Oh, if only they had done it immediately, it would have been very good. Now, it's five weeks already....
Yes, five weeks.
It's already more difficult. If they put it off again, it will be even more difficult.
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But anyway, I didn't send any message.2
Naturally, she thinks I don't have all the facts—but of course!
She knows better than you obviously! But really if she had the slightest inner discernment, she would understand that you have a wider vision of things.
Yes, but that....
You see, there are different... (what shall I say?) they're like "layers of conditioning" (gesture of levels), and I always try to lead people to the highest layer so that things happen without too much difficulty; but they always insist on being on the lowest layer, the nearest one. So that causes.... That's how things get complicated. If those who are capable of pulling down from above at one stroke were there [in the government], things would go swiftly and smoothly, but it's those who have the nearest conditioning and naturally understand the nearest who are there—those people are there [in the government]. And so things have to follow a certain (meandering gesture) path, and it's endless.
Well, that means the world is not ready!
It will take another few hundred years.
Terrible....
(Mother raises her arms) Well, it will take a few hundred years.
Oh, but in that case, I'd prefer Kali!
(Mother laughs)
People don't understand. Things have to follow a comfortable little path. (Mother draws meandering paths in the air) That way, they understand.
Well.
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You see, the faith of people is a superstition—it's not faith, it's superstition. Now there are more and more people who think they have faith, and they ask me ridiculous things! They have superstitions like.... Someone brings me a child born with a deformed arm, and the superstition is that if I put my hand on the arm of the child, he'll be healed.... Things like that. It's completely stupid. That's not Power! They need a little miracle, you know, at their level.
Humanity is still very small, very small, very small.
Yes, one feels that.
But even those who might have a power.... Look how it is: certain people could have a power, they would just have to have the true inspiration—they're afraid of it, mon petit! They reject the true inspiration, because they think that things have to follow their "natural" course—so-called natural.
Humanity rejects the true miracle. It only believes in....
So when I say I won't say anything anymore because they didn't listen to me, I look like someone who's upset, which is completely ridiculous, I really don't care! Personally there's nothing for or against or.... Only I SEE, I see that since the direct relation was not possible [the highest conditioning], naturally things are going to have to follow... (sinuous gesture) every possible complication of the ordinary way.
While we are right in the midst of the true miracle!
So, if they say, "Mother is angry, she is leaving you," that's one more stupidity added to the already existing ones. That's all.
All that....
They have chosen, they have chosen the path of the turtle. So that's how it will be.
There are moments—what Sri Aurobindo called The Hour of God—there are moments when the true, the true miracle is possible; if that moment is missed, then the world will go... at its turtle pace.
And it's hard—a lot of suffering, a lot of complications.... But faith, who has faith? True faith.
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But you see, even those who are here attribute purely human feelings and reactions to me.... So....
But Mother, I'm hopeful.
Yes?
I have one hope. There is something I feel as a strong possibility, more and more so.
What?
All the youth, those who are 16, 17 or 20 now, who seem to be going completely mad, well, in reality, all those young people NO LONGER WANT the present Machinery—they don't want it anymore. So they do foolish things....
Oh!...
They take drugs, they do all sorts of foolish things.
Oh, even worse than that, mon petit! They've become murderers.3
Yes, there are all sorts of things, but in spite of everything, I feel it's a good sign, that the movement is going to increase more and more and that the whole Machinery of the men of yesterday is going to collapse—the social and political machinery and all the rest....
Yes, you're quite right. But its collapse will crush many things at the same time. That's the point; it's true, that's what is going to happen, but the collapse will crush many things.
For instance, I see many of those so-called hippies, you know, those wanderers, those young people who have turned their
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backs on society, who do all sorts of foolish things; well, several times I took one aside and simply spoke to him the language of Truth, and he understood at once! He had simply never been told anything.
All those people have never been told the true thing. And I have the feeling that all the so-called lost youth isn't lost at all! It needs only to receive the true word.
Yes, but who's going to give it to them?
Well, I don't know, Mother. If I had the power, I would do it willingly. But the miracle is still possible with these people.
Yes. Yes, but... there has to be someone to say it.
Yes, there should be a Vivekananda for Sri Aurobindo.
(Mother laughs, very amused)
And their reversal could be effected swiftly and easily, I'm sure. You see, they're not perverted, they're simply... they don't know.
That's what you should call for, Mother: a great inspired man.
Ah!
That's what you should call for.
But I've been calling him for a long time.
Yes, Mother, a great inspired man with physical strength.
Yes, oh, yes!
It has to be someone physically solid.
Oh, yes!
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(Mother looks, then goes within for a long time)
All the time, day and night, like this (Mother holds her clenched fists in front of her as though pulling or calling the Force).
It is a world event. It is not the event of one country [Bangladesh], it is a world event. And that's why....
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