Others too had to understand Her secret - her own disciples, Nations. Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? '... The body knows that the work will go on and on and on...'
The last turning point of Mother's yoga, and she comes out of it with this cry: "I have walked a long, long time. There was nothing but a constant cry, as if everything were torn away from me. It was the whole problem of the world." And this Agenda is more and more strewn with heartrending little cries. It was not enough to have found the secret for herself, the others too had to understand, her own disciples, Nations locked in their egoistic power: "They have no faith! 'She is old, she is old', an atmosphere of resistance to the change; 'it is impossible, impossible' from all sides.... Not a single minute should be wasted - I am in a hurry.... The reign of the Divine must, oh, must come!.... If the entire Russian block were to turn to the right side, that would be an enormous support! The victory is certain, but I don't know which path will be followed to reach it.... We must cling, cling so tightly to Truth.... They don't listen to me any more." She is 93, groping her way into the unknown: "I see more clearly with eyes closed than with eyes open, and it is a physical vision, purely physical, but a kind of physical that seems more complete. The consciousness of the cells is what has to change, all the rest will follow naturally! I have the feeling I am on my way to discovering the illusion that must be destroyed so that physical life may go on uninterrupted - death is the result of a distortion of consciousness." Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? "Only a violent death could halt the transformation; otherwise the body knows that the work will go on and on and on...." And this cry again: "There will be a miracle! But what, I don't know."
(Last day of the Durga festivals, Vijaya dashami, marking the Victory of the Universal Mother over an Asura.)
Do you want a [blessing] packet?
You had Sujata give me one yesterday.
Another one!
If you like!
It's not the same!
It was clear, very clear today, a sort of Pressure to say: Victory is Harmony; Victory is the Divine; and for the body, Victory is good health. Any, any discomfort, any disease is a falsehood. It came this morning. It was very CLEAR. It was convincing, you know.
So it's all right.
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It's as if, through the Pressure, all the Falsehood had been brought out (gesture surging up from below). The most unexpected things. In people, things, circumstances. It's really.... No imagination can equal it. It's incredible.
But it's a good sign, isn't it?
Oh, yes! Oh, yes!... Only, the appearances in the Ashram are very... (Mother nods her head), it's as if there were a poison, you know, and by putting pressure, the poison comes out to be got rid of—and how it's coming out!
Later we'll be able to talk about it. But it's really interesting, really. Yes, it's a good sign, a very good sign.
Yes, it means that all those forces that have remained hidden underneath for thousands of year ...
Yes.
...have lost their hiding place.
Yes, that's it. That's it.
We'll see. Only, it can't be spoken about yet—later.
Incredible, mon petit!
But a Power! A power, oh!... (Mother closes her eyes and smiles.)
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