Indra Sen's Correspondence with The Mother

15 January 1947

Through each crisis in the last few months, I felt sustained and carried forward. I passed through some hard experiences with a fair amount of joy. But now I seem to break down a little too easily. I approach you as a disciple for protection, compassion and help. Gracious Mother, I wish that R would no longer test me. I do not think it is right for me to deal directly with him; I find my body and mind breaking down.

It is long since I warned you not to deal directly with him.

I cannot request you to make the sadhana com fort-able, but I badly stand in need of help, a gracious help which will enable me to go through the fires which beset my path.

The help and protection are always there, but much depends on the receptivity.

15 January 1947