Jayantilal's Correspondence with The Mother

21 June 1962

Mother,

I have come to a point when I do not seem to understand anything. I do not lack understanding in terms of words. What I lack is a sense of Reality, a force of Being and a direction. It is not at all a happy state of affairs.

You told me all that last night between 10 and 11, and as you were somewhat restless, I told you, "First of all you must be quiet." The whole thing was very vivid and I appreciate the power of your thought—but I insist on the necessity of being calm and quiet. It is indispensable.

With love and blessings

21 June 1962