Jayantilal's Correspondence with The Mother

3 May 1970

Mother,

I am facing a personal problem and I pray for the Mother's guidance. As yet, I do not have any sense of inner guidance. My days are not well spent. I am sticking on with the centenary work although I often feel I am not wanted or trusted, but I do not wish to be guided by any ordinary thought or feeling. I crave for isolation at times. I pray that I may have a surer feeling that I am doing what my Master wishes of me. Let my personal likes, dislikes and egoism not tarnish the purity of action or word. "Mother" has been my mantra and I take refuge in Her.

You are not only wanted but indispensable for the centenary work which would not be done properly without you. So I ask you to be patient and not to attach importance to the difficulties on the way.

Love and blessings

3 May 1970