Madanlal Himatsingka's Correspondence with The Mother

11 July 1968

Mother,

These days I do not find joy in anything; nothing interests me from within; everything appears to be so dull and devoid of all happiness. Physically, vitally, and mentally I am better than before; externally — financially and otherwise — I have no problems as such. I miss something, I need something, but I am unable to locate or explain it.

What is all this, Mother? And how to overcome it?

It is the sign that you are ready to find out your psychic being and to surrender to the Divine all the movements of your being. Your birthday is on the 16th of this month. I shall see you in the morning.

Let it be for you a new birth, the birth to the Divine Consciousness.

With love and blessings

11 July 1968