Others too had to understand Her secret - her own disciples, Nations. Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? '... The body knows that the work will go on and on and on...'
The last turning point of Mother's yoga, and she comes out of it with this cry: "I have walked a long, long time. There was nothing but a constant cry, as if everything were torn away from me. It was the whole problem of the world." And this Agenda is more and more strewn with heartrending little cries. It was not enough to have found the secret for herself, the others too had to understand, her own disciples, Nations locked in their egoistic power: "They have no faith! 'She is old, she is old', an atmosphere of resistance to the change; 'it is impossible, impossible' from all sides.... Not a single minute should be wasted - I am in a hurry.... The reign of the Divine must, oh, must come!.... If the entire Russian block were to turn to the right side, that would be an enormous support! The victory is certain, but I don't know which path will be followed to reach it.... We must cling, cling so tightly to Truth.... They don't listen to me any more." She is 93, groping her way into the unknown: "I see more clearly with eyes closed than with eyes open, and it is a physical vision, purely physical, but a kind of physical that seems more complete. The consciousness of the cells is what has to change, all the rest will follow naturally! I have the feeling I am on my way to discovering the illusion that must be destroyed so that physical life may go on uninterrupted - death is the result of a distortion of consciousness." Will she be heard? Will she be allowed to pursue her experience? "Only a violent death could halt the transformation; otherwise the body knows that the work will go on and on and on...." And this cry again: "There will be a miracle! But what, I don't know."
I don't know if you've seen these....
(Mother hands Satprem several sheets of paper)
"I disapprove totally of violence. Each act of violence is a step back on the path leading to the goal to which we aspire. "The Divine is everywhere and always supremely conscious. Nothing must ever be done that cannot be done before the Divine."
"I disapprove totally of violence. Each act of violence is a step back on the path leading to the goal to which we aspire.
"The Divine is everywhere and always supremely conscious. Nothing must ever be done that cannot be done before the Divine."
That's for someone rather primary, but anyway....
(some more papers)
All that is for Auroville. I am giving them to you so you'll know.
How is the situation?
Oh, horrible! A mess!
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Stories to make your hair stand on end.
It's like a concentration of adverse forces wanting to create as much confusion as possible.... And what is amusing is that they're coming from all sides [asking Mother's advice] except Pakistan—Pakistan doesn't ask anything, but otherwise.... And all that....
But I was told fantastic things, for example, that Pakistan wanted India to declare war because she would immediately call for China's help; and that Pakistan is already receiving arms from America through Turkey.... Such things....
You know that America has quietly started giving economic aid to Pakistan again.
Then....
They're doing it quietly, discreetly, but they're doing it.1 Their intention is to put Pakistan back on her feet.
Why, then it's over!
Yes, everything has to be started over.
They're mad!—They're all mad, mad, mad....
(silence)
In other words, they missed the first chance;2 they missed the second chance; now we don't know when it will come again....
And it seems that almost all of India is officially in favor of the recognition of Bangladesh.
Yes, almost all India.... But with her supposedly higher reasons, Indira obstinately refuses to budge.
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Did anyone tell you what is happening in Ceylon?
No.
No one told you anything about Ceylon!
Oh, but it's awful, it's very important, Mother. For the last month, about 40,000 students have been waging guerrilla warfare with the government, and they are being massacred by the government.
Oh!
So they have taken refuge in the jungle and they're waging guerrilla warfare. Thousands have been arrested. And they're all students. But then what is extraordinary is that India, which is not intervening in Bangladesh, has intervened in Ceylon, sending helicopters and boats to help the government stop....
Oh!... Oh, that's the last straw!... Oh! (Mother covers her eyes in dismay.)
They're creating a terrible Karma for themselves!
Yes, they're heaping troubles on their own head.
(long silence, then Mother shakes her head and goes within)
The latest argument is that Pakistan wants India to declare war so she can call China to her aid, you see.
But in any case the Chinese are on Pakistan's side. In any case. The Chinese are already there in Pakistan, do you know?
Yesterday P. returned from Calcutta and showed me a rifle bullet, and it's a Chinese bullet.
Already they have some... [men there].
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But, Mother, don't forget that India betrayed Tibet! When Tibet was invaded by the Chinese, Nehru kept his mouth, eyes and ears shut and did nothing to help the Tibetans....
(Mother shakes her head)
All that is the continuation of Gandhi's legacy—this false politics is being perpetrated by Gandhi's sons.
No, you see... you see, they're even fighting on the wrong side in Ceylon.
No, it's not that—it's much worse than Gandhi.
(Mother goes within for a long time)
You don't have anything?
All that isn't very encouraging.
(Mother nods her head) No, it's worse still: there is a VERY disastrous formation over India, and they're pulling it down, the fools!
But precisely, Mother, one just can't keep from thinking that Kali has to intervene.
(after a silence)
But already quite some time ago I saw China invading India, even South India. And that's the worst of catastrophes—the Chinese don't have a psychic being. The Chinese have a lunar origin and they don't have a psychic being (there are exceptions, but I mean in general), and so one can expect ANYTHING from them—every possible horror. I've seen them—all, everywhere... horrible!
I've seen the Chinese in this room.
But several times during the last years that thought has come to me, Mother—several times it came to me.3
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Which is the end of everything. I mean, it will probably take centuries before things can return to normalcy.
You see, there are limits to the horrors men can commit because, in spite of everything, there is a psychic being behind that curbs them—but the Chinese don't have one.
And they are VERY intelligent.
(Mother goes within a long time)
Mother, the problem is to find out how one can counteract all that, because in 1950 already, Sri Aurobindo had told the Americans: if you yield in Korea, you will be led to yield every position point after point.4 Sri Aurobindo said that in 1950. Well, since 1950, we have yielded every position, point after point, and now India is completely encircled by China—point after point they have yielded: Kashmir and Tibet and all that—we are encircled by the Chinese. And we are still yielding [in Bangladesh]. So how to thwart all that?
For example, Mother, the Americans are quietly giving aid to Pakistan again because they say, their reasoning is: if we don't give aid, then we leave the whole territory of Pakistan to the Chinese.
That's sheer... [madness].
We'll see.
(Mother strikes her forehead, then goes within, shakes her head several times, then takes Satprem's hands and both go within)
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