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now go. During this darshan, I experienced a marvellous, deep concentration in Sri Aurobindo's gaze which I cannot communicate in words.
I came downstairs. I told Ma everything. Ma replied, "Don't talk. Just go home and remain in this quietude. If you cannot still your mind, then try and go to sleep." I asked Ma, "Why did I feel this way? I've never felt this way before." Ma remained silent.
We returned to Calcutta as scheduled. A few days later, on the morning of 5th December, I heard on the radio that Sri Aurobindo had left his body. At once before my eyes, the memory of that last darshan welled up from my being. I would never see Him in his physical body again. I felt that He had blessed me in that unbelievable way before leaving this physical world and my heart spilled over with infinite gratitude at His Grace.
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