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An account of Huta's sadhana & the grace showered on her by The Mother - especially how Mother prepared her for painting the series: 'Meditations on Savitri'.

My Savitri work with the Mother

  The Mother : Contact   On Savitri

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This book tells the story of how Huta came to the Ashram and began her work with the Mother. It presents a detailed account of how the Mother prepared and encouraged her to learn painting and helped her to create two series of paintings: the 472 pictures comprising Meditations on Savitri and the 116 pictures that accompanied the Mother's comments titled About Savitri. During their meetings, where the Mother revealed her visions for each painting by drawing sketches and explaining which colours should be used, the unique importance of Savitri and the Mother's own experiences connected to the poem come clearly into view. The book is also a representation of Huta's sadhana, her struggles and her progress, and the solicitude and grace showered on her by the Mother.

My Savitri work with the Mother
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 The Mother : Contact  On Savitri

01 January 1961

It was a fine morning—1st January 1961. I went to the Samadhi for pranam. The fragrance of flowers and aroma of incense sticks permeated the air. People were sitting near the Samadhi in utter silence. After climbing the staircase to the north of the Samadhi, I sat in the corridor. A few people were already there. A swish of the Mother's elegant gown caught my ears. I looked up. Her mouth quivered in a fleeting smile as she crossed the corridor, leaving a trail of her French perfume, and entered Pavitra's (P. B. Saint-Hilaire's) study. The Mother announced the New Year message, first in French and then in English:

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1961.

This wonderful world of delight
waiting at our gates for our call,
to come down upon earth...

Then she played on the organ. Her music drew us into meditation.

In connection with her photograph "Realisation", which the Mother gave me in December 1960, she has revealed the following:

This world of Delight above us is waiting- not for us to be ready but for us to accept, for us to consent to receive it!

This is what I am looking at in this photograph. In fact, this is what I am pulling down.

In the afternoon the Mother distributed calendars to all of us with her blessings.

As always the Mother gave me diaries to write my journal. At night, when everything was hushed, I opened one of them. I wrote: "I do not know what is hidden behind the mask of the approaching months. Everything seems frightfully hazy." A subtle fear crept on me. There were countless defects lying in the dark nooks and corners of my subconscient, which had to come under the Mother's Light and change. It was not easy to tackle the obscure, obstinate and rock-like subconscient. A cold tremor ran through my body.

After all, human beings have a sprinkle of saint and sinner in them. The Mother pointed out to me my numerous defects and faults directly and indirectly to make me collaborate totally with her work in me. Since I was conscious, I was desperate to improve and convert myself. But unfortunately the psychological struggle and setbacks were so acute that many a time I could not think straight. I was abysmally ignorant.









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