Living in The Presence
- To begin with..
- Sri Aurobindo And The Mother
- Longing For Pondicherry
- Our First Darshan Of The Mother
- The Evening Meditation
- The Mother Watches My Dance
- Darshan of Mahadeva
- In The Clutches Of Bhairavi
- Sri Aurobindo's Last Darshan
- The Full Moon Of Lakshmi
- Ornaments
- My Education
- Baba's Coming To The Ashram
- My Education Starts At The Ashram School
- My First Birthday At The Ashram
- The Day After
- My Dance At The Playground
- My Second Birthday At The Ashram
- Aspiration And Receptivity
- My necklace
- My Education In Music
- My First Interview With The Mother
- A Question About The 1st December Programme
- About The 'Aspiration' Dance
- The Dress-Rehearsal Of The 1st December Programme
- My Most Unforgettable Birthday
- Cultivate Your Will-power
- Om
- The Day Of The Programme
- An Experience During The 1st December Programme
- Making The Salwar-kameez For The Mother
- In The Grip Of Jealousy
- An Attempt At a Dance-drama On Savitri
- My Birthday Of 1963
- Will I Ever Transform Myself
- A Dream
- My French Class
- A French Poem On My Birthday
- Programme By The French Class
- Spoken French Class
- Excursions
- Conversation About The Body
- The Mother And Arup
- Organising Programmes by Visiting Artists
- Sangeetmala
- My Programme-loving Self
- The Hour of God
- The Music Section
- Western Music Education
- The Organ From The Mother
- The Dance Of Mahakali
- The Rhythm Eternal
- About Another Programme
- About Rehearsals
- Mischief In The Singing Class
- A Wish Fulfilled
- A Little Problem
- Imitating The Mother’s Music
- No, No, That’s a Music Room
- The Organ Is Your Instrument
- Attack By Negative Forces
- Am I Mad
- Singing Class In Auroville
- A Letter
- Bengali Dramatic Section
- Some Thoughts On Organising Programmes
- Puja-Celebrations By JIPMER Doctors
- All India Radio (Pondicherry)
- Seminar Of World Union
- My Friend
- New Birthday Dress
- Different Schools Of Music
- Total Concentration
- Sri Aurobindo’s Centenary
- Sterling Gold
- To Round Off
- Gratitude Without End
- My Pranam

Some more memories
About Another Programme
I - Douce Mère, what did you exactly like in my programme?
Mother - Your programme was very good, my child. The way
you depicted man's aspiration rising from ignorance and darkness,
I liked that very much. There was true aspiration in it.
It was good, I liked it.
I was not totally satisfied with this dance-drama, which impelled me to break my silence and tell the Mother:
I - Douce Mère, You always appreciate and encourage us for
our smallest endeavours, our play-lets, our recitations. But, Mother,
our efforts are so incomplete, so run-of-the-mill! I
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Mother laughed a little and then stayed silent for a while.
Then, She spoke:
Mother - Whenever I see a programme, I identify myself with
its director. I identify myself with his or her efforts, her force
of imagination. I see the effort, the imagination, the force of
vision that has gone into the making of the programme. You
know, when you identify yourself with the director in this way,
you see everything differently. (silence) In the new world this
identification will happen quite effortlessly. Then, any programme
will be approached in this way by people who have developed
this power of receptivity. The completeness of technical perfection
will obviously be present. Each programme will
have to be executed in an aesthetic way in its totality, but the
cardinal need would be this inner aspiration, this inner feeling
with which the director has executed the work, the inner vision that
has guided the director. This is very important here,
my dear child, and that is what I see in your programme, present
in a very beautiful way.
When
the Mother said this, She looked intently into my eyes.
I don't remember which flowers the Mother gave me on this
darshan. Then, taking my hands into Hers once more, She concentrated
on me and said,
Mother - Aurevoir, my dear child. Let there be more light, more
consciousness in your programmes. Aurevoir!
I - Douce Mère, I feel if we do a cultural programme with the
right attitude, it becomes a means of upward progress. Is that
not so, Mother?
Mother - Cultural programmes do not only take you higher,
they also are a means of self-purification.
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